Friday, July 21, 2006

睁一只眼, 闭一只眼...that's wad i have to do to myself on some ppl..otherwise..i will surely die under such vicious beast's palm...to think at such age im thinking of such things...but truely, such things are alrdy happening at this period of life...

hais..nobody will understand cos i am myself...

若你不能忍, 就不要忍不住了...if u cannot stand me...stop it then...u can either scold me...talk to me...or just dun be friends anymore...

I dunnoe why but im protecting myself somehow...just to stop suffering...

sometimes...i really hope u can dun joke with me...i need some solid facts to close off my doubts...

im one hysterical person who thinks so much but can i help it...i dun wish to help it somehow...sometimes such thinkings benefits me in someway...although sometimes it's painful...i'll bear with it...

somehow...happiness are gone after being back in school for so long...i dunnoe why but time seems to make friendship/relationship wears off...somehow...ppl will take things for granted...everyone noes the meaning but no one understands it...somethings in life...u have to understand it deeply one...

ok..im tired and wanna go off le...cya ppl...