Thursday, August 31, 2006

i think i should not care liao la...since they want to like that...then like that l0rhx...hais...

who would ever realise this or that man...

really dunnoe wad have i been doing these days...homeworks completed so little...then oso so much stupid and weird behaviour...argh...

bye ppl..

Sunday, August 27, 2006

it had been a busy week la...zZz...

experienced lots of things...and thuoght a lot too...but...don't wanna recall again so don't wanna think...zZz...

hais...

bye bahz...

Monday, August 21, 2006

it's fun i have to say....yet and again...wad else can i say? hehe? zZz...

French Horn is my company or wad? carrying such a heavy instrument is not an easy task...zZz...

gtg...cya ppl..

Saturday, August 19, 2006

I feel that im such a naturally talented CONTRADICTOR..argh...
im serious about feeling bad for laughing with him...it may seems funny to us but think again by putting ourselves in their shoes...how would they feel?

hais...A bad sad day...feel so tired after playing continuosly so much...hais...then listen to our great seniors' playing...really look up to them...great sia...

Over they weekend...
have to complete...

1. Mathematics Homework (Exercises and game thingie)
   
2. Chinese Homework (Chinese Assessment and hopefully yu wen lian bi)
   
3. Home Economics Homework (Drawstring Bag)
4. Practise Band Songs using French Horn
5. Revise my Chemistry

That should be it...zZz...LIFE...this is life...hais...nvm...cya ppl...

Friday, August 18, 2006

Free Loop
I'm a little used to calling outside your name
I wont see you tonight so I can keep from going insane
But I don't know enough, I get some kinda lazy day
Hey yeah

I've been fabulous through to fight my town a name
I'll be stooped tomorrow if I don't leave as them both the same
But I dont know enough, I get some kinda lazy day
Hey yeah

Cause it's hard for me to lose
In my life I've found only time will tell
And I will figure out that we can baby
We can do a one night stand, yeah

And it's hard for me to lose in my life
I've found outside your skin right near the fire
That we can baby
We can change and feel alright

I'm a little used to wandering outside the rain
You can leave me tomorrow if it suits you just the same
But I don't know enough, I need someone who leaves the day
Hey yeah

Cause it's hard for me to lose
In my life I've found only time will tell
And I will figure out that we can baby
We can do a one night stand, yeah

And it's hard for me to lose in my life
I've found outside your skin right near the fire
That we can baby
We can change and feel alright (3 times)

ok la..lifes full of up and down lo...can be so happie at a moment and the next thing u noe...a disastrous thing struck and u're gripped by sadness...

shall not elaborate on those things...

hmm...french horn...double horn on top of that...wad a complicated and difficult instrument...zZz...how to even play running notes when i cant even play it properly...=.=

wanted to type the if we hold on together that song's lyrics but no time..hehe...cya ppl...

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

You are not required to see this unless u are my friend...cuz i alrdy camouflage this..=.=

hais...everytime when i feel tired and moodless...these stuffs arises...but it's so inevitable...
although i dun like to separate from 201...but i also contradicts myself by telling me i wanna separate...of cuz it's at different point of time..when i feel upset and things by some ppl in the class or practically the whole class, i will feel like going away..
but think again..these stuffs might occur more in other classes...hais...
Contradiction!
hais...when i say something...i usually would mean it de mahz...but ppl always take me as joking and stuffs...hais...ok la...this is suppose to be not seen by those ppl unless they want de...

Ran 2.4 just now...okok...

then went to eat hamper...ate quite a lot i suppose...because before that recess i ate one big plate of guo tiao...

then band...quite bored liddat...then after a long time of warm up and conducting-learning session...we play that Challenge song...i cant play it cuz i didnt study it in detail before that..zZz...hais...then horn got a solo part...then Kenneth play...lol...

very tired liddat...hais...feel like going to fall sick liddat...hope won't bahz...

really nothing much to say liao..dun feel like caring so much la..cuz i will seem to get crazy everytime i think into it...bb...

Monday, August 14, 2006

lol...cross-stitch so much from last night that i got so SICK of it liao...dun feel like continuing liao...although im only left with backstitching on the cross stitches and some cross stitching on another one..zZz...heck care..i shall leave it there first...tml go school then see wad can i do with it..

What you lose on the swings, you gain on the roundabouts

hope that things will turn out better next year...

anywayz...this coming week sec 3s going OBS liao...so the sec 2s taking over the band although the band only consists of sec 2s..LOL!...hehe...gotten a new duty in band...take attendance..=.=...

at least when they got prelims...i will be considerate very normally and hence not care so much l0rhx...so that's quite good...

cya ppl..

Saturday, August 12, 2006

Am i to always get a nap to solve wadever uncertainties and worries i have?

How i hope that blue sky once above me would come back...
How i hope that great fresh friendships we all had would come back...
How i hope that this and that in the past that were so good would all come back...

Continue on with life and dun hope that the past great things would ever come back?

let me try to say that i believes a lot that if ppl oso believes in it...the past's great things can come back...zZz...

hais...agrees with Jane...feel quite sick of explaining wad's my problems...rather not say anything and keep it?...and on top of that...the worst thing is after u explain ppl still misinterpreted wad u tried to convey and there goes ur mood..DEAD...
that's why i hope so much to have someone who is able to understand me so well that i dun have to say it..but some ppl just keep telling me it's impossible to have such ppl...
hais...oso agrees with jiale and fangyee...having a blog is like not having a blog...wanna say this and that but just cannot write out wad u really feels as it's open to everyone...im starting to treat my blog not like a blog le..i seems to be using this to let those ppl noe wad im feeling...
but those ppl whom i hope would come to my blog and see those posts just wont come...

Life's full of contradiction...trying not to contradict oneself seems to be so difficult especially to myself...

Being able to type so much seems to hint myself that im thinking too much again...hehe...so there goes my long post and bye ppl...

Friday, August 11, 2006

Bad Day
Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to gray
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee you go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces every time
And I don't need no carryin' on

Because you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Will you need a blue sky holiday?
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on

You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day

(Oooh.. a holiday..)

Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong

(yeah...)

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

had a serious moodswing just now...argh...

but felt much better after a short nap...

cya ppl~

feel so the easily pissed off by those little little things in life...but those little little things in life is wad make the big picture of life...

was actually feeling quite happie from going out..the moment i came home..everything changed...to realise this and that...

I CAN BUY MY OWN CHOCOLATES TO EAT MIND U...

i dunnoe why but i just seem to like to be out of groups...not being part of it...but i dun think is i like...maybe it's just xi guan...

wad's the feeling when i asked somebody who's good in that field to teach u something and he say u're not suitable for it...?

bye ppl...

early morning wake up and listen to Bad Day...hehe...

going out afterwards though...buying bag and watching movie...zZz...

hmm...thinking of my future though...as in near future...the next few months...study study and study?...

dunnoe why always come to this page...my whole mind will go blank de...better log off first...when my mind is really overwhelm with lots of things then come again bahz...cya ppl...

Thursday, August 10, 2006

today went out and spent quite some money...then tml going out!!...hehe...

cya ppl...

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

Sacrifices did not went to waste... I dunnoe why but i don't quite feel the happiness already... but everything is in my memories le bahz... dunnoe wad else to talk about for cheering comp..

hmm...some band stuffs...being warned seriously not to talk during band prac...omg...lol...but nvm...i will eventually have to keep quiet too...

just now seem to have more to say...suddenly no le...cya ppl...

Monday, August 07, 2006

Back...

2 days of practices...no use mentioning le...but at least eventually turned out quite ok...

hmm...wanted to buy bag today de...but could not so gonna buy on thurs bahz...

i can say im very very tired alrdy...
physical energy-20%
mental energy-1%

it's 2 days after Common Test yet i havent got chance to go out for some fun...but im very alright with it...

gonna rest early liao..havent completed my homework though...too tired to do alrdy la...hais...scared tml those teachers give us pile of homeworks over the national day holidays...hope they wont...be more considerate plss...hehe...

don't know what to say la...but for how i've treated the class during the practices...a sorry is not enough to appease them de...but...i still have to say...sorry...

ok la...ending here liao...very tired...cya ppl...

Saturday, August 05, 2006

zZz...maybe?..
Do I still have the chance to get sushi from u when i dun wan it for the first time?...zZz..

Yepx...definitely funnie...
In Class
"What's your answer for the first question? Osmosis or diffusion?"
"huh? Active Transport.."
*burst into laughters*
At the Bus-Stop
"His answer is Active Transport.."
*laugh even louder*
"Later they accept option 1, 2 & 3 but not 4, then the teacher will be like..in the whole level..only ONE person got it WRONG.."
hahax...quite funnie though...but nvm..who ask myself not to understand that...but im not angry with them..cos i think that it's funnie too..hahax

went to NTUC...bought sushis, boaster(a chocolate cookie if u dunnoe), Green tea(oriental lime flavour..woo!) and starberry frozen cake..hahax...these were of cos only mentioned cos i like it..=.=...

when 2 ppl who is very shou with each other saw each other in the school...issit normal not to say hi or wad...LOL...

tml cheering comp prac...excited...hope can have fun..hehe...bear with me if the starting of the prac is boring..=X..

hahax..cya ppl..


Bad Day
Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to gray
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee you go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces every time
And I don't need no carryin' on

Because you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Will you need a blue sky holiday?
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on

You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day

(Oooh.. a holiday..)

Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong

(yeah...)

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Friday, August 04, 2006

zZz...sort of close yet not close...then is like left with 1yr+ or maybe just that few months left?
what should i do?

ok...today talked to the class liao..hope they understand wad i wanna convey...

tml is so gonna be a happie day for me...last test liao...but i can assure all of u...my CT is so the hopeless already...stupid mistakes for every paper...and no understanding for all the papers...zZz...

wee...hope can go buy on sun=x...

A true friend will never be busy...

had some fun with gladys and guan ri today...funnie peeps...

argh...wanted to do a Cinquain on "Brother"...but was just stuck...lol..nvm...bb ppl..

Thursday, August 03, 2006

******* CRAPX.. JUST ASKING A TINY WINY THINGIE FROM THIS CLASS AND THEY ARE LIKE THIS... IS BRINGING A BAMBOO POLE TO SCHOOL THAT DIFFICULT?..ON TOP OF THAT..IM WILLING TO HELP U ALL TAKE.. ITS ONLY A WALKING DISTANCE..
BESIDES THIS...IS GOING FOR THOSE PRACTICES SO DIFFICULT THAT U MIGHT DIE DURING THE PRACTICE?.. U THINK ITS SO EASY TO ORGANIZE THESE PRACTICES?.. EVERYTHING IS PREPARED FOR U ALRDY...U JUST HAVE TO GO THERE AND SPARE US UR PERSON...

argh...enough of it...today chinese lesson...talk about friends...i agrees to wad she mentioned...around me...got lots of friends...but maybe just that 1 or half person is true...hais...even those whom i thought are real close to me...they might not be the true ones...no one has ever really told me wad they thought of me as a friend to them before..i feel that im such a moron...i always tell ppl how important are they as a friend to me...just to let them know it...but i had never gotten such back...most probably im not so important...but nvm...

really dunnoe how to approach him liao...

bb

Wednesday, August 02, 2006

If u dun wanna talk to me...fine then...i took so many times initiative liao...yet...nvm liao la...
ok..u just came online at 8.03pm...maybe at 11.03 u will say byebye and that's all...

tml nidda bring bian dang again..today's is quite a failure for me cos my biscuits went soft..eek...=.=...then actually no hope to bring bian dang liao...but they still want...so later gonna think about wad to bring again...lol...

tml geog CT...really nidda read and read and read liao...sianX...cos ytd and today's CT really taught me a lesson...

cya ppl..

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

ok...quite the fed-up with the maths project...but nvm...at least it's sort of done liao...there better NOT be any more work for me...

next...hmm...was asking them whether they got visit my blog or not..LOL..then they were like saying..got got...but then nobody tag la..LOL...then we were like discussing whether we can bring "Bian Dang" to school tml..LOL!...lame though...but we agreed to bring...and just now the moment i reach home...ask my mum to go down with me..then we bought that loaf of rasin bread to make egg sandwich or put jam for tml..wait..rasin bread+egg=egg sandwich?..should be alright..LOL..
oh ya...oso bought the cookies with belgian chocolate or something liddat?...QUITE NICE..hahax...but my mum say just now dun buy too much..when go NTUC then buy more..lol...

tml HCL CT...later gonna complete my chinese homework and revise for chinese...not quite possible to revise for geog liao...zZz...

zZz...hope everything will turn for the better bahz...it had been a long time le...

going off le bahz...cya ppl...