Tuesday, February 28, 2006

You are responsible for your own actions, and you know
how to treat people.You always have goals to reach and
you really work hard to get there, you are
competitive. Your friends are really important to you
and you appreciate what you have, you sometimes over
react that's because you are sensitive.

the above de is wad i read abt the desciption of ppl born on my bdae and around it de la...lol...in front those dun seem to match...i think the lasts entence match a bit la...zZz...lol...I JUZ NOW NOSE BLEED...1ST TIME IN MY LIFE...zZz...shld be cus of all the chocs i ate...zZz...ok...cya ppl...

Monday, February 20, 2006

hmm...ytd went to zhenghua holding school(old teck whye) for band prac...zZz...then they having band exchange...then heard some music which i thot was nice musics...haiss...then i thot...whether concert band is nicer or military band...i was thinking...concert band have nice music and military band can do marching at the same time though the music is much more of......dunnoe how to describe...hahax...then todae suddenly rmb the tk band h0r...can even have concert...=.=...which means...military band can oso play nice music...if only we are that good...okie...dunnoe wad i talking abt la...hahax...but i fa xian...i can easily fall sick soon...hahax...i shall go rest then...also reading on some shakespeare's stories...and found out that macbeth is quite a nice story though...didnt realise it till now...hahax...cya ppl~

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

i shall try out a perfect english post.
It had been quite a boring day for me. It was lessons and i didn't learn the chinese spelling and hence i think i'm the only who is possible of failing that. =.= How am i going to survive my Common Test?!
ARGH...I SHALL TRY IT ANOTHER DAY...IM GONNA DIE FROM SUFFOCATION!...BLAME ON MY LAZINESS!!...BYE PPL

Sunday, February 12, 2006

hmm...when we were born...do we know anything?...sort of no...then while we grow...we learn wad's wrong and correct and so on...blah blah...but do we know wad we learn is correct or wrong?...lol...sort of...yes?...or no?...hais...dunnoe wad else to say...todae gonna stay at home whole day...shld be going to do my hmwks le...lol..cya

Why cant people just accept the flaws in others? no one wants to inhabit them, because having them will only make them be hated/disliked. they show their flaws unknowingly, and not purposely, and that's what makes us, that's what differentiate each and every one of us. i guess that's how i am trying to learn to accept each and every one of us, no matter what or who they are.

"when you first start with drinking wine, you would be content with a simple fruity taste one.however sooner, you would want to try out more complicated tasting wine, one in which different smells will engulf you as you taste it.one by one, you taste the different flavours in the wine. you could smell the alcohol, the rasin, the spices.You explore its complexity and you come to like it. You grow to accept the taste.and perhpas decide that the first fruity one was too simple for your liking.why do we humans tend to start out content with simple pleasures in life. everything just seem to straight forward and all.but later, you began to find more likings. you decide you want your life to be more complicated. you want it to be varied.you are not satified with one,and you want more."

i would rather restrain myself to the fruity-tasting wines than to explore the various other complicating-tasting ones which may somehow somewhat be so hard-tasting, but, will i really not go and try out more?

i agree with the above 3 paragraph which were adapted from fang yee's blog...hahax...hmm...maybe i shall try that too..hahax...hmm...innocent and pure horn section?...let's try to remain liddat bahz...haiss...

hmm...todae had fun in band...keep playing around though...hahax...but play so much then so tired..lol..let's all hope that the time we spent since last yr wont be wasted...hahax...my hmwks...omg...lol..nvm..cya ppl

Saturday, February 11, 2006

i think im ruining my plan...haiss...i opened up the packet of m&m s to check how many small packets were thr...then i took one packet to eat...then now another...omg...i must stop...grr...
hmm...i read an email then thr say...What would u do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness...then im thinking...why must thr be more sadness than happiness in the world...probably due to human's nature?...lol...nvm...the quote that fangyee quoted in her blog is very meaningful!...
sure had fun in band todae...spinning here and thr...hentak so much...lol...for nth suddenly 50eights...lol...SO FUN!...lol...though tiring...valentines~love is in the air...lol...if only i can get pressies...hahax
Cya ppl then!

Friday, February 10, 2006

hais...such lousy sound from a lousy person...erm...me...hais...low notes weak...high notes lao hong...lol...work hard bahz...these few days had stayed up till 12+ everyday juz to complete little bit of hmwks...wth~...hais...then i really felt soo tired...juz now after my extra band prac...went home myself then on LRT fall asleep then i suddenly jerk up suddenly...then so paiseh...zZz...hmm...my chem...most probably going to flunk...but i'll try to sort it out well...and thank you fang yee and guan ri ar...for helping out...hmm..and xiu ren oso very good...go open the band room for us to practise then he still nidda wait till we practise finish then he can go home..
i oso rmb on CNY eve liddat i reset my sms counter then now my sms counter 500+ le...lol...spent so much...zZz...and recently...if i do anything that irritated any of u guys or wad...really sry...dunnoe wad's gotten over me...haiss...common test coming..zZz..i shall try and get better results...i really felt like my legs are going to become rubber anytime...and my hands...so tired...
im really too tired le...sorry for everything...nowadays...i felt so stressful...whenever...blah blah blah blah...then i would ** ******* **** **** * ***...********* *** **** ** ******* **** ** *****... *** ** ** *** ** ** * ** ** ** *** ***** ** *...ok...haiss...
^Toilet=the great place for self-reflection and own thinkings^

Monday, February 06, 2006

hais..ytd band...then...when we start to practise...we played music and wad sir said...same thing as fri dae when we practising music before we go formations...hais....and the total time we took to let sir repeat wad he said shld be enough for us to practise more on our formations!...hais...and why do he have to repeat wad he said...juz because all of us keep repeating our mistake...hais...then in the end...we didnt complete much...hais...wasted one full-day practise...

then...hais...it's friends and friends again...since sec 1 till now...when will it stop...why am i always troubled by it...really felt so hopeless abt everything now...thr's juz no more hope and motivation...i gained so much...yet i have to lose it still...why do i have to make that effort to get things while some ppl juz dun have to?!...haiss...really felt like im in a freezer...alone...hais...nth else to say except hais...

Friday, February 03, 2006

ok...todae went the siying's house bai nian...but then...i dunnoe her well...hais...so paiseh...lol...then todae...hais sianx...tml band...yay...lol...hais...i really dun understand abt friends la...when very close then more qui dian comes out but then still can ren shou when u are so angry for one moment but then i cant be angry always...hais...we only have...10 months left to be together...next yr we might not be in the same class...my academics not as good as his...hais...