Monday, January 30, 2006

ok la...todae better la...had a 2 people steamboat for dinner juz now...the whole dae was like...doing nothing?...slept in the afternoon again...sianx...nth else i would like to sae la...bb

Sunday, January 29, 2006

Why...why...why...everyone had their renuion dinner and not me...do u guys thinks that chinese custom will slowly dissappear soon?...why?...i dunnoe...i dunnoe anything now...why do i have to be sad on chinese new year? just because after my dad's death and my relatives visit us lesser and lesser...why like this?...as in i still rmb when my dad's around...it's a different chinese new year ...why that kind of cny isnt thr anymore?...i cant help myself from not crying...I DUN WANNA CRY ON CHINESE NEW YR!!

hais...above is wad i posted juz now...i oso dunnoe wad happen to me...suddenly liddat...now nth le...omg...why am i liddat...hais...nvm...i'll juz enjoy my chinese new yr hols..

Saturday, January 21, 2006

ppl sae...look ahead of u...dun look back...but in order not to repeat our mistakes we have to look back into our mistakes...such contradictions occur in life oftenly...lifes are so ironicle...something very good is going to happen but juz becuz of some sudden incident...things changed...last yr...i have indeed lost a lot to gain wad i have now...firstly classmates...
why why why...i have lots of qns but who can answer me?!!!...asking the person themselves will make them hate me?...i decided to write everything here...
weilun...he had been my best friend...but had he thot of how i felt sometimes...okae...im oso in the wrong sometimes...a phrase from my P6 form teacher..."if u are aware of something...u dun have to go around telling others...others will ask u..."............
he is not bad...he's good...sometimes..he can be very caring......
jiale...she had been quite a good friend...but sometimes...i juz cant express it but her attitude varies very oftenly...im really very afraid i would make her angry suddenly...anyone can understand my agony...of making ppl angry without realising it?!! she is oso very good...she would realise ppl's problem......
**it's only recently that i felt a strange sense...h0ping it would clear soon...**
my seniors...they are really good...i really didnt regret joining band and get to know them...yongzhi, gladys, guanri...taken good care of me...
myself...im a very bad guy...seriously...i juz cant express it well but i know...
i dunno how to continue with this post...realli sorrie...byebye..='(

Friday, January 20, 2006

todae went watch the i not stupid too then nice la...cried oso then after that i start to think abt asking for things and help from others is not nice...i think and think then i realise it l0rhx...zZz...i dunnoe wad im talking abt oso...me very fan la...bb

Monday, January 16, 2006

todae went cut hair...as usual...very ugly...BUT TODAE DE IS REALLY VERY UGLY...MORE UGLY THAN BEFORE!!...like bowl cut...one whole big big bun on my head liddat...omg...haiss...me look like im durnk with my red red face...lol...but quite fun la...AND ONE MORE THING...that gimmick...i dunno why they say i look funny doing it...! i oso do the same thing from others mahz...zZz...LOL...nvm...practise more...hmm..juz hope we can complete our formati0ns faster...hais...must jia you...and i realli hope class t can faster out sia...LOL...cheering com...i look forward to it...for now...jia you bahz...cya ppl

Sunday, January 08, 2006

hais...juz wanna talk abt bdae...hmm...belated bdae...kindda weird...if it is so..why bdae...LOL...nvm...hmm...firstly...abt bdae...different ppl have different thinking of bdaes...some thinks that it is juz a day...dun have to cherish or wad...BUT there is oso ppl who thinks that bdaes is important...for me...i think so...wad i think is...it's the anniversary of the day u are born...to celebrate the birth of u...like...it's only a day...and oso...WAD IF after ur bdae...u met some mishap(touch wood)...then u cannot celebrate ur next bdae anymore...why not enjoy ur this bdae...is it really that wrong or irritating to be happy and enthusiastic abt ur bdae?!!...if it is so to u...i dun mind cuz it's wad u think...anywayz...talk abt my bdae...having the thoughts of it's my bdae...then early morning got smses saying happy birthday le...then after that went school...ppl say happy birthdae...then went assembly..then come back then yongzhi come say happy birthdae...then shakehands...then after that lessons starts...mood dampen...then recess patrina they all come say happy birthday then shakehands then so on and on...then went campfire of the sec 1s...then quite fun...and oso...i received 2 bdae pressies...same but from different ppl...hmm...quite ok...went home then got cake then go cut cut then eat eat then go sleep...then todae went to buy bdae pressies...not for me but for other ppl...those who's bdaes are near me...ok...that's all...cya ppl...