Monday, September 24, 2007

Alright..

Shall remember this..
Friends come and go.. Only those who really care stay..
and shall not bother myself about such irritating things anymore..

Tomorrow is the first paper already.. And I would most probably spend my time trying my best to indulge myself in those textbooks.. Hopefully end up with some good results.. hehe

Here are some songs which I think are quite nice.. XD





Enjoy and cya after exam!

Friday, September 21, 2007

I guessed I had my group of friends who will never lie to me (90%believing) around me for such a long time that I had stopped doubting people already..
until recently when i stray away from them and that's when I start to feel quite weird..

Are you lying all the while?

Some actions really seem so ridiculous that I don't know how to comment on it.. yet sometimes somethings done were like so totally extremely different and I really don't know..

What are you trying to do?

Tired.. Lethargic.. Weary..

AND fancy getting sick during such a period when I want to study hard for my End Of Year Examination..
Really very different feeling when you study under a sick situation and in a perfect health situation..
Hais..

Why.. Even my best friends are not those who can be there for me whenever I need them..
Or am i being too demanding for this friendship..

Now.. for a song..

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

As i walked down that lighted covered walkway myself last evening, after some administrative stuffs of trumpets.. I started to think.. Now that they are going into band comp as one.. Is my section the same.. Really quite lost at the moment.. Have to care for my studies but also need to help them really much for this band..

Finally felt tiredness today.. Hais.. It had been long since i last felt so..

Insecurity.. It had also been long since i last start to think that someone is lying to me all the while.. hais.. Why would i doubt.. Let it be redundant please..

Gonna work hard for my studies from this weekend onwards.. Hope it will stop me from thinking too much..

Bye.

Sunday, September 09, 2007

Recently things are getting better..

As we grow older, we will realize.. there's actually no need for any lies..
Going back to the past, whenever we make any mistakes whether in school or at home, we will try to lie to adults trying to shift off mistakes. Thinking back, isn't that at all redundant or should i say it's not since it's just a process of growing up.

Now, we have learned how to do things right. But sometimes, things are just too right for you to doubt them. While on the other hand, when mistakes are made, we don't get scoldings, we find out why are those mistakes made and correct them, have we grown up?

Sometimes i will really doubt things so much because it is just too correct already.
Just hope that I wasn't being lied to.

Ok. today is officially the last day of the holiday and guess what, for the first time, I HAVEN'T TOUCH 95% OF MY HOMEWORK!

I guess the next one month will be hell for me to catch up and catch up even more. Alright.. Take care everybody!!

Bye

Wednesday, September 05, 2007

Finally experience 塞翁失马，焉知非福。
Gained something so great after losing some chance of being with friends...

Ok.. recently spent so much time outside. Trying my best to do homework though.
Anyway, only had little time left during the holiday.
I thought i had a lot to post.. but just couldn't bring myself to type down those things so i shall just put it aside..
hopefully i have the mood to post tonight or some other days before school reopen.

BYE