Friday, October 20, 2006

Hais..

Did really badly for this examination.. especially HCL, science and mathematics..
for HCL, decided to drop it since the hope to continue it isn't there anymore and this result certainly tell me im not suitable for it...
for science, really disappointing though.. this time is not only because of chem.. but bio too.. really feel so confused now.. maybe all this just hint to me I shouldn't go for the impossible..
for mathematics, I thought i can at least get an A2..but I got a 68.. quite alright though.. but I didn't expect this..hais..nvm le..

I had sat here and there from ytd to today le...thinking wad stream should I go..
For Sciences - I really don't know whether to put triple or physical in first choice.. it's like everyone got an A1 and lots of them want to go triple..
For Humanities - I was actually determined to go geography..but suddenly thoughts of economics come.. and so I want to go Econs...but.. im too indecisive..hais..
I think I would have to sit there and here for a few more days before I can really sort out my thoughts..

What had I done this whole year?

Hais..

Was thinking about leadership.. but I eventually realise.. I might just be those weird middle parts of people leading/following bahz..
I don't know why I am losing my confidence but all these that happened had really sort of wake me up from my stupid dream.. Thinking I'm capable enough is definitely the most incorrect thing I had ever thought of.. Not being pessimistic but this are just what I think of myself..

I would like to ask myself/people-around-me some questions..

Hais..

Had I done enough for the band? Am I able to manage my time well to cope with my studies? Am I too mad(regardless of this or that)? What else can I do?(I dunnoe how to complete this questions but if you understand me you can try answering)

Hais..

Sunday, October 15, 2006

zZz...went to orchard/somerset/douby gourt(dunnoe how to spell)...bought a book with the voucher i got for best DnT...=.=...

hmm..long time no go orchard there...so quite nice..=.=...

nothing much to say for the time being...when more free then come type type type again..cya ppl...