Friday, May 25, 2007

Materialism..

I think I'm becoming more and more materialistic for these periods of time. Sometimes, I tend to get so overly excited when someone agrees or offers to buy me something. It's obviously alright to get excited and happy but the way I'm being elated towards it is a different kind one which me myself feels that it's very irritating to the others.

Today right after school, I didn't get to experience the kind of 'yay, it's holiday!' mood. At the same time, the class stayed back and I was still quite unaware of what exactly was going on until he dismissed us. After that went to ate Oheya again. These few days I kept eating french onion flavoured Oheya because it has a nice taste, although I'm quite sick of it now.

I shall fast forward everything. We went to have lunch at mac, squandered our time at lot 1 before going Huan Ghee's house to watch Digimon and went on to play Mahjong.
It was only by then that I felt to happiness of holidays!

Tomorrow will be the first movie I'm going to watch this holiday, Spider-man 3.

Too tired to think of what to continue writing. Bye.

Monday, May 21, 2007

I can finally have a short break after so much days of preparations for cheering competition.

I had been feeling down ever since this morning, because i realised that i lost my voice (but not very badly). I was just too tired to get things organized nicely. Simply shouted at them whenever i couldnt get things settled. Then went for our show. Just feeling simply alright there, went for the show, got into finals as the lousiest among three classes, and went for dinner with some Ts people. This whole competition today doesn't seem at all part of them! It just feels like they finish their job and went home right after that. Got extremely irritated everytime commenting on the boys so i shall get away with it.

Was watching the 9pm Channel 8 show before coming across this sad part where everything was so wrong and complicated with all the doubts. Simply hate people who betray friendship for love. Just one question is what exactly is the point of doing this? I also realise i'm not as emotional as before anymore as i can control not to cry whenever i see very sad parts in dramas or movies. Is it a good thing? I also don't really have any feelings when walking with friends or doing anything else anymore, unless it's really fun, that's the point. Emotionless, the right way to live?

One whole pile of messed up worksheets. Nothing but lazy to touch it, shall just throw it back into my bag and go to bed.

Alright, a post without short forms. Goodbye people!

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

Mid Year Examinati0n ended le.. this time h0r.. really feels very very weird.. got a bit like sec one end of year feeling.. oso feel like the exam passes very slowly for this 3 weeks.. yet.. it seems fast everyday too..
just so weird..

I can't really remember the last time i said some food was delicious. That word seems to be long lost from our world, or is it due to our growth that lose those simplest thoughts?
maybe we just expect much better things as our life gets better...

Anywayz.. my mum just bought a new vacuum cleaner and it's so much stronger than the old one.. and that old one gives out a very smelly odour.. the new one seems great but the bottom is fatter than the old one so couldnt reach under things.. haha.. things can't be perfect in this world so just learn to cope with the simplest and nicest things which are the best..

im a bit sick with this class of mine when it comes to events like cheering comp.. we can get along well in class(assuming they dun dislike me).. but i think it's just because they are them..=.=.. no point pondering.. haha..

i planned so many things for the time after my examinati0n but the first event flopped right away le.. =.=.. should i say it's not their fault.. it's just the stupid weather.. zZz.. When someone don't wish to waste their time with you, you shouldn't waste your time on them too.. Best friends do the stupidest things together afterall~

Tml still hafta waste my time on discussing cheering comp stuffs with some other ppl for the class who don't wish to waste their time on the class for the cheering comp.. silly isn't it.. although i shouldnt do this.. but im somehow oblige to help those ppl who are willing to do it..

Really hope someone can make me really happy some of these days.. It's after exam afterall.. yet.. mood down!
I wanna go swimming.. I wanna go watch movie.. I wanna go out and buy things.. I wanna.. cant really think of much now..

alright.. i dun feel like wasting more time typing a post that won't get anywhr to anyone..