Monday, June 19, 2006

zZz...

Issit that things must be lost before they know how to cherish it? I am only 14years old mind u! why should i put myself in such a stressful situation...argh...thinking of disappearing would make a difference...will it or not...i dun feel like caring so much le...dun cherish then dun cherish! i dunnoe whether i can dun give it a damn or not and i think i cannot...but i dun feel like it...it's making me sink...

no happie things happen except that i bought new socks, new slipper and jun yang's album bahz...all this cant be compared to just one small small other thing...just look at my wishlist...i didnt wish for all this...zZzz...

after looking through jun yang's album...i saw this msg of jun yang dedicated to his friend LJJ...it's like they can be great friends for so many years...both put in effort de?...i oso dunoe but when i recalled how he said sorrie into the television saying sorrie wayne and blah blah...it's like...hahax...zZz...

felt much better when i try to divert my attention to other things though...todae could not concentrate much...im feeling tired and this few matters are just bothering me...zZz...how can i ever change my mindset of not thinking so much...zZz...

tml going watch x men...afetr waiting for sooo long...eventually still didnt get to watch with who im suppose to watch in the first place but at least got them to watch with me which i think is quite lucky though cos at least after waiting for so long there's something...zZz...

this is one hopeless post and oso a post filled with emptiness...

cya ppl...