Saturday, May 13, 2006

ok...today went out alone...went to causeway...then jurong point then westmall then come home...then go buy bbq stuffs then come home again...and here i am posting...

hmm...the feeling of going out alone...quite nice...maybe i shall do that more oftenly...

yes...im noisy...very fan...but u think i like it?...sometimes it seems like u've done something but to appease me u say it's joking...I DUN WANT THAT...if i cross the limit...SHOUT AT ME...SCOLD ME...CAN EVEN BEAT ME UP!...it's too perfect alrdy...no scolding...it feels so superficial...im still afraid to show wad i really am cuz all this doesnt let me go beyond that line...so i shall just stay here then...this is my position alrdy bahz...it's alright...

hais...i thought i would be so the happie after exam...but it seems bored and tiring for me to walk alone in those shopping mall...the feeling of being alone is nice...but it's because it's better than going out with those ppl that i dun wan to go out with...but i have nothing to say cuz i have no right to choose...im one big trash...

sometimes i just feel like shouting out loud...I SUCKS...but...until now i havent done that...zZz...cya ppl...